free writing

i have no motivation to write in this today, but find that my time between my morning class and going into work for the day, is a pretty lame time period so i feel obligated to fill you in a little bit

went to the cubs game yesterday with jon and my dad, great game, good time, but very cold, not cold necessarily but the wind was riduculous and made it worse, anyway, went to the hancock center and was impressed with the view

going home to GR next weekend, i find myself wanting to go back more, for a job interview in greenville, last interview i had went amazing, or so i thought, but i didnt get it. anyway, im realizing that the more i go back to Gr the more i missing out in chicago. i really could see myself iving here some day, especially in rogers park, where sutainability and community development is a top priority of the residence there. i think in order for me to like the city more, i just need some more time here because there is soooo many things to do an so much opporunity to get involved in anything and i mean anything you want.

hopefully i will get the greenville job but if not, i have been trying to get a job here in the sustainability industry being a finacnal analyst in a company. i cant find any pleasure when it comes to acounting work becauae it doens treally serve the communnity i live in, yes i can get involved witht he community outside of work, but i think my calling in life is to get involved and help others better themselves. maybe a career in politics is in the fold, and i have been debating that seriously lately, what better way to get people involved and help the place you live than being a piltical voice and voicing other peoples concerns. my regard for piliticiana has increased greatly lately.

if the greenville job doesnt work out, i might move to boston and try to work with marcus in a way at his car dealership, this probbaly isnt going to happen but it is a possibility. also, im trying to look into jobs in texas and/or arizona, awesome climate and tons of jobs are a huge draw for me.

i wish life were easy, but it isnt, im in such a transitional phase right now that i dont know exactly where i am headed. i am probaly one the most complex but simple persons you will ever know..possibly one of reasons why i really specialize what i get into, and relationships as well. it takes me a while to get close with people, but when i do i really chereish those friendships and try to be as loyal as possible

anyway, i have about 4 papers to write and 3 presentations to prepare for, so i have to get going and get ready for work. thanks for reading and talk to you soon

Steve

just realized this post is a scatterbrain post and my thoguhts are all over the place, hope that its readable but ill leave that up to you